SPOILERs below if you care:

Ive comes to the conclusion that I want the restaurant to succeed no matter what, and my brother wants Carmy to be happy even at the cost of the restaurant. We both agree it would be great if he could have both, but given our options and what we both choose, I think that’s show more about what we both prioritize more in life. For me at least, it’s more than just having a successful business, but the bear is a group of people that are almost like family. They all depend on carmy, they all depend on the restaurant to succeed for each of them to escape the life they had. To live a better life. It’s a means of escape, it’s a means of living for everyone in the bear. That’s why I want carmy to choose the people and the bear over him and Claire. Their both not great options, whatever you choose you’re already set up to fail, you’ll loose out on one and be considered selfish for both. But just maybe, just maybe, he could end up having both. It’s a story after all.

if you could kindly only listening to the beginning and then skip to the outro music that would be great. thank you!

Best,

Sage <3

how does it feel to be in Friday when I'm stuck in Thursday huh!

for context to those not listening to this the day of release. i record on thursday and i release episodes on friday. but you would know that if you listened to the ep wouldnt you. hmmmm.

there was a time i definitely would've said making plans into the future was harmful. I'm sure there's also a time i wouldve said "heck yeah, i love making 5 year plan, i'm all about it"

today i just dont care too much. i don't hate it, nor am i obsessed with it. it just is.

nothing means anything. the world is silly and so are you and I <3

here's what i can think of:

highschool setting:

- sabrina the tennage witch

- buffy the vampire slayer

- the vampire diaries

- one tree hill

- 90210

- teen wolf

- gilmore girls

- veronica mars

- pretty little liars

- glee

- gossip girl

- the o.c.

workplace setting:

- severence

- superstore

- madmen

- the office

- brooklyn nine nine

- greys anatomy

- suits

- castle

......

i know thats not everything but its all that comes to mind. in this train of thought, do you think:

1) is there more highschool setting shows?

2) are highschool setting shows just more entertaining?

3) possibly because most audience are highschoolers? is that correlation or causation? maybe if we had more workplace shows more adults would watch? or not?

4) if highschool based shows are truly more in numbers and entertaining, is that because our brains where more full of hope and excitment rather than the adult brain watching workplace shows with a loss for hope of a better life??? huh, idk anymore.

idk what that title even means.

i just think, im at a point in my life (actually, i think numbness is the right word), if something mildly bad or embarrassing happened, i don't think i could care.

certain cases i would action something to help the situation but i would be using more logic than emotion.

like i would go out of my way to help this situation because its the right thing to do, not because (at least no longer because) i can't live with myself for not doing something to fix it, to make it better. in that sense, i guess im less emotionally attached? i think. does that make sense?

yuh yuh yuh

i was looking all over my room for a rewards card someone lended me and i couldnt find it. frantically tossing things all over my room, i check my walet for the 3rd time and i finally found it. huhh.