Brian Scott reveals how years of undiagnosed bipolar II and head trauma shaped his journey—and how embracing treatment helped him rebuild a life grounded in purpose, discipline, and love.

In this candid and deeply personal episode, lifelong martial artist and friend Brian Scott shares his journey toward understanding and managing bipolar disorder. Known for his decorated fighting career—including multiple world titles in Doce Pares Eskrima and a background in Muay Thai and BJJ—Brian opens up about a side of his life rarely seen on the mats.

Key points covered in this conversation:

• Early signs of bipolar disorder: Brian recounts a childhood of high achievement mixed with dramatic mood swings, long periods of sleeplessness, and unexplained depressions—years before any diagnosis.
• Athletics as coping and camouflage: His intense focus on martial arts, music, and competition helped mask deeper mental health struggles and fed delusions of grandeur during undiagnosed hypomanic phases.
• Head trauma and self-medication: A traumatic brain injury at the height of his fighting career marked a turning point, worsening symptoms and leading to increased substance use.
• The long path to diagnosis: Despite years of behavioral issues, it wasn’t until the isolation and stress of COVID in 2020 that Brian was finally diagnosed with bipolar II—highlighting how easily the disorder can go undetected.
• Treatment, medication, and responsibility: Brian discusses the life-changing impact of finding the right psychiatrist and medication, the importance of sleep, and learning not to externalize his struggles onto loved ones.
• Masculinity, vulnerability, and suicide prevention: The episode closes with a reflection on the martial arts community’s resistance to vulnerability, and Brian shares the impact of losing several close friends to suicide.

Brian’s openness offers insight into how high performers can unknowingly live with mental illness for decades, and why self-awareness and accountability are crucial for recovery.

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