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A Light Through the Cracks

A Climber's Story

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A Light Through the Cracks

By: Beth Rodden
Narrated by: Beth Rodden
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Renowned rock climber Beth Rodden’s inspiring memoir about overcoming devastating trauma, refusing to be held hostage by fear, and taking a leap toward healing.

Beth Rodden is twenty years old and already an elite rock climber when a climbing excursion in Kyrgyzstan escalates into a nightmare. Beth, her boyfriend, and two other climbers are kidnapped by militant rebels. After six harrowing days of hiding, marching, and dodging gunfire, they miraculously escape captivity. But fear follows Beth home, and pushing past it becomes a fixation.

She and her boyfriend, Tommy, train obsessively, achieving rock-climbing greatness and conquering each groundbreaking goal they set, all the while burying the terrors of Kyrgyzstan deep inside. Then comes an unexpected breaking point. For Beth, a woman at the top of her profession, the only way to overcome the anxiety that still controls her is to let go of the lifeline she’s been clinging to. Blowing up her successful and familiar life, Beth clears a path to a new one—a healthy new normal beyond the anxieties of the past and the myopic pursuit of athletic perfection.

Charting a powerful journey of ambition, hope, love, physical and emotional endurance, and the true fulfilment of being oneself, A Light through the Cracks is Beth’s story of climbing up and through life.

©2024 Beth Rodden (P)2024 Brilliance Publishing, Inc., all rights reserved.
Climbing & Mountaineering Outdoors & Nature Women Inspiring Disappearance Sports

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Critic reviews

“Offering glimpses into Rodden’s exhilarating climbing culture, emotional vulnerabilities, marital turmoil, and steely personal discipline, which continues to ensure her survival. A dramatic account of an international ordeal that nearly upended the career of a fearless young rock climber.” Kirkus Reviews

“[R]ock climber Beth Rodden's inspiring memoir [is] inherently fascinating, inspiring, and exceptionally well written…Highly recommended…” Midwest Book Review

“In this breathtaking memoir, Beth seamlessly weaves together her stories as an all-time athlete, kidnapping survivor, partner, and mother. She brings the reader into her inner world as she learns to let go of fear and expectations in order to find her true strength—not just the strength of her body, which set records and made her a legend of the climbing community, but the strength of her very heart and soul.” —Sanni McCandless Honnold, cofounder of Outwild, life coach, and mother

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I knew the short version of Beth’s story from the climbing films available in the UK. None painted her in a particularly flattering light. This book has completely opened my eyes to how phenomenal an athlete and strong a woman she really is. It had me gripped from the start. Her writing is honest and doesn’t try to excuse her past views or actions- it does however invite the reader (who is likely a barely average climber like me) into the high pressured world of being a world class female climber. It was refreshing to read something so real. It was at times uncomfortable and doesn’t shy away from the big issues but ultimately it was a privilege to gain an insight into her path to becoming a happier person and climber.

Raw, honest and engaging.

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What an honest review of how untreated PTSD can lead you down some seriously dark paths. I was so impressed by Beth and her brazen recanting of her life. Most of us can’t even look at yourselves yet alone wrote a book about it. I really enjoyed reading about the climbing and how climbing can become one’s life & total addiction.

Well done Beth. It was sometimes hard listening to you struggle, it was easy to almost also fall in love with Randy.

Thank you for telling us your story 🩵

Fabulous book about climbing, life & love

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Fantastic, I loved every minute. Thank you for your honesty and the beauty of your writing.

Honest and enthralling.

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I really enjoyed this book. The story seems to be so raw and honest. I've demolished it over my sessions at the gym. I'm an injured climber hoping to recover one day. Thank you very much for sharing your story and thoughts on women's in sport.

A brutally honest

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I really wanted to love this, but the book made me so sad. No love for the mountains, wild spaces or movement... the only times Rodden seems truly lit up is over weighing less than 100lbs, fitting in her XS harness, only eating half her tea and having an affair. It is open and maybe 'raw' but it feels heavy... Like all the worst bits of being a woman climber on repeat (to the point of being boring) then left unexamined (at least they were by Part 3 when I had to stop and send it back).

I feel bad but I returned it

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